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One, two, three..... jump!
When is it time to make that leap? To decide enough is enough? I still wonder why I fight it so much? Maybe it will be easier to give up? I have badly hurt my wrist, been like this way for a week now. Doctor has given me a lot of painkillers for it. First thing I thought was I could......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-01 07:39:04 | Rating:

| Views: 35 | Comments: 1 | Tags: future life thoughts phobia

Sorry didnt see you there......
I HATE BEING INVISIBLE. HATE IT, HATE IT! People see me but dont really see me. I jump up and down and its like people just think what was that strange noise. I feel like I hardly even exist sometimes. I keep doing things to try and get noticed and nothing happens, or it does for a......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-11 05:26:37 | Rating:

| Views: 50 | Comments: 1 | Tags: lost alone invisible feeling thoughts life

Are we stupid to try?
I have been thinking and are we silly to try in life? I mean seriously, its just filled with crap. Why bother? Nothing is easy, I fight for everything and generally lose most of the time anyway so why I am I trying so hard. If life hurts so much are we stupid for living it? Maybe the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-13 09:16:12 | Rating:

| Views: 28 | Comments: 3 | Tags: life ranting thoughts matrix like thoughts

Lesson learned!
LESSON LEARNED! I think of you and my heart breaks I miss the way you made me smile The way you held me, kissed me, saved me. You held me as I cried, You kissed my cheek, You took my hand. Why did this have to happen? I should have walked away. I let myself fall and......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-13 12:48:47 | Rating:

| Views: 45 | Comments: 4 | Tags: Poem sadness love

AM I GOOD ENOUGH
AM I GOOD ENOUGH If life is a game, I feel I am losing, Am I good enough to win? I feel I am a dishcloth, Thrown away when I've been used, No one says forever, Nothing lasts. Its so hard to keep fighting, Not sure I deserve to win, Maybe I am nobody, Maybe this is......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-17 09:27:58 | Rating:

| Views: 50 | Comments: 6 | Tags: poem life

Do they care?
DO THEY CARE? I lay on my bed and cry, Does anyone care? I speak about my troubles, Does anyone hear? I curl up in a corner, Does anyone see? Am I invisible? Why can't you see my sadness? Do you care? ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-19 11:11:08 | Rating:

| Views: 37 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Poem sadness

Another chapter of life!
I am so moody and miserable at the moment. Cant help it, I am just not happy. Dont know what to do about it. I like my job, although I am taken advantage of in it. I love my guy, but thats a problem because I am not the only girl he is seeing. Need to talk to him about that and cant help......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-20 05:00:11 | Rating:

| Views: 15 | Comments: 0 | Tags: life thoughts

Killing me
KILLING ME Why do I let you hurt me so? Let you stay, when I know you should go? Do you like seeing me cry? The pain I feel, Do you even know why? Maybe you dont realise? Maybe you dont care? Either way its killing me, Be with me or her! Its not fair to do this,......Read More