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Turning the corner and smacking straight into a wa
Heres the deal, I'm trying to get my life back on track. Well when I say back on track, it hasnt been for years so the truth of the matter is I am now finally trying to get it on track. I've realised that sometimes you have to ask for help and even though I still kind of feel deep down that......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-19 16:50:42 | Rating:

| Views: 33 | Comments: 2 | Tags: life thoughts trapped depression

Anger, hurt, pain, confusion....may explode!
Anger, hurt, pain, confusion.... may explode! I wish there was an answer, I wish I could escape My feelings are overwhelming me, its very hard to take So much hurt and anger, towards something I can't change So much pain and confusion about which path to take! Caught in a whirl......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-23 05:08:07 | Rating:

| Views: 50 | Comments: 1 | Tags: poem sadness pain depression life

Its all too much!
I have so much going on that I dont know what to tackle first. My councellor has said this is half my problem, I am trying to solve all my problems at once when they are too big to do that. So lets break it all down: Firstly, I no longer talk to my mum and it hurts me. I know she is not......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-25 06:24:17 | Rating:

| Views: 35 | Comments: 1 | Tags: life thoughts feelings trapped confusion

I JUST DONT KNOW!
Have you ever wished you could wake up in someone elses life? I know the grass always looks greener but usually isn't but to be honest it couldn't be much browner than mine is right now. Sick of the game playing! Sick of the struggling! Every day is one big fight and I'm so so so so......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-26 08:55:52 | Rating:

| Views: 37 | Comments: 1 | Tags: life depression hopeless lost

Cant do it anymore!
Fight, fight, fight.... thats all I do. Do you know what I cant do it anymore, whats more I do not want to do it anymore. I'm so tired and not just because I got stuck at work all weekend because everyone else went sick. Did I get thanked for it.... no! Did I get asked a million and one......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-30 05:29:56 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 2 | Tags: depression thoughts tired feed up giving up

Losing the will to carry on...
Ever sat and wondered how you would kill yourself? I hate to say it but I have been giving serious thought to it recently. After all I havent got much strength left to keep fighting. The only thing that keeps me here at the moment is the thought that it would hurt people if I killed myself.......Read More