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Living in a bubble
First off lets make something clear, I dont mean an actual bubble. Its just that sometimes I feel like Im in one, when everything is going on around me and I feel I have no control over it. I've started this blog because I dont really have the opportunity in my life to talk about......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-20 06:29:35 | Rating:

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Lonely vs heartbroken
I hate people! Very bold statement I know, but its true. Everyone I have ever been in contact with in this world has hurt me, either directly or indirectly. Now when your parents are people that hurt you I think its hard to move past that. My mum was so horrible to me growing up. I was......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-21 04:28:57 | Rating:

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One day at a time
I'm sat here and my mind is racing with so much stuff, to the extent that I have a headache and can not sleep. I'm trapped really, overwhelmed by the need to get it all out but not knowing where to start. So much has gone on in my life already, sometimes I wonder why I'm still here. Not......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-23 17:37:53 | Rating:

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Prince Charming
The idea of a prince charming is completely fake, its what little girls are told to give them faith in the male species. The fact there is no such thing as prince charming- the perfect guy is just make believe and I feel girls looking for such a thing are just setting themselves up for a fall.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-24 14:58:19 | Rating:

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Dreams.....
Its one of my more positive days today so Im sat here thinking and planning for the things I want out of life. Right now thats to go to Italy..... Ive always wanted to go to Rome since learning about the Romans in school. As Ive gotten older Ive realised there is so much more to see in......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-25 10:26:14 | Rating:

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Trying to forget
At the moment I am sat here trying very hard to forget its my birthday tomorrow. Its difficult because everyone insists on asking me what Im doing for it, etc..... I say nothing and they want to know why, why cant people just accept thats the way I want it to be? Anytime I celebrate my......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-26 07:32:12 | Rating:

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Heres to.... being brokenhearted!
So yesterday was my birthday. I managed to get through it without celebrating really. Something still went wrong though. The guy Im seeing (mentioned in an earlier blog) came round, told me he couldn't stay long but I was just so excited to see him. I'm always excited to see him! Well one......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-28 07:06:10 | Rating:

| Views: 41 | Comments: 1 | Tags: heartbroken relationships confused feelings thoughts

Completely rubbish day!
Yesterday was such a bad day! I woke up feeling crap anyway and then work was jsut a nightmare from start to finish. It was a hetic shift and I spent the whole time running around because no one was helping me and then at the end of the shift I get blamed for something that wasnt entirely my......Read More