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God if you exist?
It was the darkest night ever, last night. I could not breathe or so it seemed as I searched my mind for even the smallest amount of meaning for my...
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onelostsong on 2008-03-10 13:30:01 Average Rating:  | Views: 77 | # Comments: 7 | Tags:
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Something out there?
The fear subsides for a moment here and there yesterday and it was an improvement. Was it God answering my prayers? I wouldn't know but I'd like to think it was. I sat with my...
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onelostsong on 2008-03-11 14:27:30 Average Rating: | Views: 75 | # Comments: 4 | Tags:
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More than I know
I feel like I am just going around in circles. Walking around the house, doing this and that, picking up one toy just to find another and another and more laundry. Is anything...
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onelostsong on 2008-03-12 13:19:30 Average Rating: | Views: 75 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
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There just might be (A God)
Wow, something is working. Yesterday turned out to be quite the day. I went jogging and it was hard but I was able to complete my usual two mile path that leaves me at my...
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onelostsong on 2008-03-13 14:51:08 Average Rating: | Views: 107 | # Comments: 6 | Tags:
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Someone like me
I'm still praying almost all the time, just in my head even as I do the dishes or cooking or whatever and I am so much more calm. Even the children seem to be acting up and fighting with...
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onelostsong on 2008-03-15 06:07:49 Average Rating: | Views: 60 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
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My prayer was answered.
How do I know if it's real? This is what I was wondering yesterday and it left me feeling lost again. Maybe I am just imagining all this God stuff, trying to convince myself that...
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onelostsong on 2008-03-16 08:41:45 Average Rating: | Views: 71 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
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God was There
I finally found God. How it happened reminds me of the time I was picking my kids up from school and walking to my car. My boys were walking beside me when suddenly I asked them...
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onelostsong on 2008-03-19 12:36:04 Average Rating: | Views: 62 | # Comments: 2 | Tags:
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What I don't know
As soon as I know what I am talking about, I know absolutely nothing. I'm starting to see that just as soon as I think I've made sense of something it changes into something else. ...
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onelostsong on 2008-03-21 15:36:30 Average Rating: | Views: 61 | # Comments: 1 | Tags:
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