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 RIP Greg Lombardo


Keep me in your prayers.

It's never been this hard to believe in Heaven and Hell. I don't want to believe...

Greg Lombardo was a good friend of mine and killed himself on October 29th, 2009. I miss him. Doing things like sleeping, eating, and homework have never been difficult for me...but all of a sudden it's like...

Every time I slow down all I can see is his face. It feels like my mind is racing, trying to run back to that place, to that time where he was so I can save him.

I don't know why and I've avoided learning how. Greg was an awesome guy and if he wasn't safe from those dark thoughts, then who is? Who's to say that we're not prone to the same evil and murderous spirits...

What was he feeling in his last moments? Did he feel cornered? Scared? Aggravated? I hope he escaped from whatever he was trying to run away from. But more than anything, I hope I wake up from this dream. This really bad dream... I want to wake up.

God, just wake me up.
    Posted by one_faced on 2009-11-03 10:35:08 | Rating: | Views: 118
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G, I'm here for you. Whatever you need. I love you. Somehow, God will make sense of this. Til then, feel and be however you want. Be sad, be angry, be discontent if that's what you need. And soon enough, life will make sense again. I love you.
Posted by  emilyhohman  on 2009-11-03 23:51:15 
  
Thanks, E. Your friendship means the world to me. Thank you for everything you've done for me thus far. Just keep on praying... I love you more.
Posted by  one_faced  on 2009-11-04 21:18:55 
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