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okay. well. i'm new around this part of town and i'm somebody who is gorgeous, according to everybody else and has eating disorders. I'm sort of an anorexic and i want to be a bulimic, I just really don't know how to make myself throw up. I'm not super creative. Well anyways, I have an amazing boyfriend who's always like "it makes me like you less when you put yourself down." I put myself down, alot. I mean..I think I'm fat, ugly, and just horrible! well i have loads of homework, aka no dinner! so happy(:! i love when i have excuses not to eat even though if i don't eat i feel like a fat ass pig. I'm like five eight-ish and i weigh onefifty! i'm super athletic so i don't know how the weight stays on! spring+fall=soccer! winter=basketball and summer is a combination of everything! I don't get it, maybe I'll be a fatass pig my whole entire life!
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Posted by omggGRETCHx on 2008-11-12 16:35:24 | Rating: | Views: 48
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HI,THERE I JUST READ WHAT U WROTE AND IM NOT SURE IF U WERE JOKEING OR BEING REAL? EATING DISORDERS HUNS ISNT A LAUGHING MATTER AND IF U ARE 1 OF MANY THAT THINK UR FAT THAN U HAVE TO TAKE IT 1 DAY AT A TIME AND TELL URSELF THAT UR BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT. TRUST ME WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND STILL DO I ALWAYS SAW MYSELF AS UGLY IM NOT THIN NEVER WILL BE MAYB COS I GOT USE TO MYSELF THIS WAY AND BELIEVE ME ITS NOT EASY COS MY MOM BLESS HER IS A BEAUTY AND BABY SIS IS GOURGOUSE SO IM THE FUN LOUD BIG HEARTED SOFTY OF THE BUNCH AND IM OK W THAT. BUT SOMETIMES I GET INSECURE THAN I REMEMBER THE GOOD THINGS ABOUT YOU. 1 NIGHT I WAS MEETING AN OLD FRIEND AND SHE BROUGHT ALONG HER FRIEND, ANYWAY IT WAS SAPOSE TO BE A FUN NIGHT OUT BUT THE NEW GIRL WASNT IN UP BEAT MOOD AND COULDNT EAT AND SAID" DO U KNOW THAT FEELING WHEN U TAKE A BITE AND IT JUST DOESNT WANNA GO DOWN?" I LOOKED AT HER AND SAID IM NOOOOOOO LOOOOOOOOL WE LAUGHED SO HARD THAN I SAID DO I LOOK LIKE SOME1 WHO CANT EAT? I BROKE THE ICE AND ENDED W A BIT OF FUN. MY POINT IS MAKE THE BEST OF WHAT YOU GOT PLUS UR YOUNG U GOT TIME ONCE UR OLDER UL FIND MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO CARE 4.I LAUGH AT ANY SITUATION RATHER THAN CRY NOW AS OLDER I GET AND I RUN INTO PPL WHO I HAVENT SEEN 4EVER AND ASK ME IF I DID SURGERY LOL NO ITS LOTS OF WATER POSITIVITY AND LOTS OF LAUGHTER TRUST ME WHEN U LAUGH U GLOW. OK HUNS IM GREEN 74
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Posted by GREEN74
on 2008-11-12 17:04:25
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