Thoughts.com Blogs - Good-Bye 2007...

I normally do my change of font etc, before I start typin'...But, I'm typin' this one first. Well, most of you have been followin' my blog since I first signed up in the fall of 2007. I have met alot of great friends & family on here. Family not by blood, but in my heart I feel you are.

I have never been to a site before, where I can write about anythin' or anyone. I have not told my friends about this, sure I have meantion my blog on thoughts.com. If they know my by now, they should know what my screen name is...I have had OLP for like 10 years now, just recently added 76 to it.

2007 was a very rocky start for me. As you may have read in my profile, that I have seasonal depression, and if it wasn't for Adam stickin' by myside in the fall & winter months, who knows where I'd be right now. Most likely livin' in a dump apartment, and livin' on welfare, cause I would have quit my job. Things happen for a reason I believe in that, you need to at times. I had a two week spell, where I didn't want to get out of bed, I just wanted to sleep, sleep, cry and not care about anythin'. But, I have to give thanks to my managers at store 17 in Ottawa...They could have fired me, for not bein' in attendence, but they gave me a chance to head to the doctors and to get back on Anti-depression pills. Now, that I'm older and a liitle wiser I know I will be on these for the rest of my life, in order to stable my moods in these dreary climate weather.

Funny thing is when I write this. I think about all the friends I have made, once I was back to seem to be my normal and happy self. I am a happy person, I live laugh cry with life now. I try to make the best out of it each day. Somedays I just want to sleep it away, there's no harm into doin' that either.

I may be 31 years, I may be behind the times of what life should be for someone at 31. But, hey this is my life and I will be ready when I want kids, etc etc. You see I joined this facebook craze that was goin' on, and seen where all my so called 'clicke' back in highschool are doin' now. They seem to have family & kids and happy in there lives. I'm happy for them.

It may have taken me a long time to find happiness, but once you get burned by a brokenheart, It does take time to reheal and trust in love again.
I'm gettin' married in 2008... 08/08/08...I have not yet made any weddin' plans yet...I only know who's goin' to be on my side of the weddin' party. Our weddin' is goin' to be unique, it's not goin' to be your traditional weddin'...Adam and I wanted it to reflect how we are...Just a 'Unique couple'.

I wish everyone to say Good Bye to 2007, and welcome 2008 with open arms...Just remember this is your life and no one esles. You do what you want to do, make it YOUR year to remember...
I love everyone who I've become friends & family with on here. I maybe not be on here everyday, but I do my damn hardest to play checkup...Even if the games we play, my answers are like 3 days old...I still have fun with them...

Take care, have a safe New Years Eve Night...and remember...Padam & Barnabas

'07 will be cheerin' a glass up to everyone here on thoughts.com at Midnight...xo