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Need my Thoughts Friends more than ever...!
Ok as you know...I have been dealin' with Alcohol, and past Trauma due to Child sexual abuse, and being rape on my 19 Birthday. I took the month of June off to attend CORE classes here in Dartmouth. I also was seeing Elizabeth who is my sexual abuse councilor. Ok this is what......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-24 14:01:25 | Rating:

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On a happier note...
2 Weeks from today at 2pm (Alantic time). I will become Mrs. Giles. I would use my full name, but you know how it is...lol. So, I'm quite excited I have my dress which is Royal purple, its like a Marlyn Munroe style I guess. Adam has rented a full white Tuxedo from......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-25 11:36:07 | Rating:

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When will...
When will the breakdowns stop. I just finished breakin' down, just realizin' that I lost Erin (sister not by blood), I hope she comes to realize what her father has done to me, and maybe she will come and talk with me. I have not heard back from Erin since I sent that email to......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-28 14:26:42 | Rating:

| Views: 13 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Lost of my Erin

I get to see...
Hi everyone :) I get to see Elizabeth tomorrow at 9:30am to talk about what my next step with Roy is. To see if there's any chance of him to get his name out in the open. I don't know what kinda aim I'm lookin' for, but I feel somewhat relieved......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-29 21:03:42 | Rating:

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I just saw...
1:19pm Hmm, what can I say? I saw Elizabeth who is my Child sexual abuse councilor this mornin' and Adam came along with me. Just incase I had to much of emotional trauma. Adam has been a great support to me. I told Elizabeth about the emails to Roy, and that I cut myself......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-30 12:25:46 | Rating:

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9:54 am OLP's time...
I'm here sittin' here in my recliner chair, listenin' to J.Blunt 'For the Lost Souls' I have been listenin' to this cd lately. I absolutely love his voice and his words mean a different meanin' to me. As I said in my prior post, I saw Elizabeth who is my child sexual abuse......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-31 09:16:13 | Rating:

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10:46am OLP's time...
Ok, I just re-read my post. I read the part where I want my father back...Now, I feel I don't want him back, I want Roy to feel the pain, that I have been carryin' with me all these years. I want him to feel how sex is not good to feel for me, I want to so badly cut those nasty......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-31 09:51:40 | Rating:

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Who does OLP chose...?
Ok, as you know. I'm gettin' married next Friday :D I have no family comin' to be my witness, because of what Roy did to me, and I had to confront him before the weddin' cause he did listen to my request not to come. Now, I need a witness...Do I chose... Adam's Nan, Adam's Mom,......Read More