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"LEARN HOW TO DRIVE FOR F*CK'S SAKE!"...the sentence I seem to be screaming a lot lately from behind the wheel of my car. Today driving home from work was no exception! It mystifies me that people do such stupid and irresponsible things in their cars, with what seems like no regard for fellow drivers on the road. I must admit that most elderly people are extremely bloody frustrating drivers on the road, their instincts are too slow and they are too unpredictable..........Also, so many people are ridiculously impatient on the road these days and it's always that the unofficial speed limit is always 10km/h faster than the assigned limits. This combination of impatience by some, driving 10-20km/h too slow by the elderly, and always getting abused for actually driving the speed limit has made driving for me, the most irritating thing that I have to do thesedays, but I couldn't go back to not having a car, that's awful! Driving is my outlet for anger I didn't know I had but anyway enough ranting; although I always live in hope that one day that the people who drive too fast and too slow will be removed from the roads then all the good drivers can be happy and road rage will not exist! I wish!  ....................DAY 1: QUITTING THE CIGS FOR GOOD! Today is day one!!! I have so far chewed only 3 pieces of 2mg nicotine gum so far and it is currently 4pm as I type this. I'll only chew one more later tonight if I absolutely have to, but I find that cravings dissipate if you just ignore them for one minute. I just take a few deep breaths to relieve the nervous energy that gathers in me when I'm low on nicotine. I actually feel 'cleaner' already in my body and already feeling new sensations in my extremities. I've only gotten angry once and that was an hour ago, driving home from work. I think I'm doing bloody great considering when I tried to quit in the past, about 20 times and all were difficult. This time as I am so dedicated to quitting the filthy habit of smoking once and for all it feels as if it's been made easier for me. Thanks God, you rock bro! Love and Light to all. |
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Posted by ohtobegayandajunkie on 2008-06-03 02:03:23 | Rating: | Views: 34
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