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mothers love
screaming silently yet muted by the world a mother to her child was forevermore bitter tastes in my tongue lingers for thoughts i never spoke to ears that stood still yet never heard misinterpretted that which of the mouth echoed for my insides so full of love you manage to make......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-25 23:50:27 | Rating:

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my birthday
He came on my birthday, zac and I spend it with him and it was great it was perfect. And then he told me he was leaving, what the hell hes leaving! to mississippi and he wants me to come with him later on hes going to go first and then me follow right now its perfect but Im scared, scared that......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-07 22:23:35 | Rating:

| Views: 40 | Comments: 0 | Tags: love

not so done? Explicit Content
so zac is txting me hes wants to see me on my birthday and me tired of games agreed but "just friends" so he says haha suree though I cant help but to think that hes playing me ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-02 02:55:00 | Rating:

| Views: 57 | Comments: 0 | Tags: love

both too stubborn
I have chapped lips and aching body with running fever ugh I keep checking my phone for txts but nothing i keep searching from anything of you a trace of your love for me if its even still there..is it there?..do you still love me?...my birthday is coming up two more days now will you tell me......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-01 22:50:00 | Rating:

| Views: 46 | Comments: 0 | Tags: tearing apart

you drive me crazy Explicit Content
so zac and i are no longer playing this game of back and forth both extremes thing...so he says..right now he is in his hermit mood uncaring and stuff back in his shell ugh i hate w...Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-01 00:50:00 | Rating:

| Views: 55 | Comments: 1 | Tags: men

hit it quit it
can you sleep with yourself at night content and satisifed and a bet won and a heart lost hit it and quit it cheat cheat cheated the only ways you know beautiful words are beautifully heard and as i lay here empty for i put all of me in you who let you put urself in me......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-30 22:32:54 | Rating:

| Views: 40 | Comments: 0 | Tags: use

giving in
you spill the sweetest words to these ears that here what ever those lips have to say i always have time for the things you have to say and believe everything even that which doesnt make sense but after i give in to that which you pursue the heat between my legs and although im the one that does......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-29 01:07:24 | Rating:

| Views: 97 | Comments: 0 | Tags: forget

waiting in vain
there you are with her..your crutch and here i am missing you realizing that she'll always be there.. your crutch and how im here now no better than he, i suppose.foolish, for you will never be the marrying kind,the one to settle down,cheating are your only ways and when things go......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-27 00:07:06 | Rating:

| Views: 161 | Comments: 2 | Tags: for nothing

back again
hey you guys, its been a while so idk if you been up to dat but zac..the person whom i gave my heart and broke it..i was so sure he was my other half till he cheated with his ex and now well now he wants me back! and for some reason i act no different around him as if nothing had ever change......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-24 20:40:29 | Rating:

| Views: 50 | Comments: 1 | Tags: broken hearts amending?

moving on
Hello you guys, Im doing better my heart is mending I let myself feel the pain for just a little bit for it will make the healing go faster.I know pain is a part of life and the soul would have no rainbows if the eyes had no tears, I do not hate him though part of me wishes I was not so......Read More