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Craving Cosmopolitan Explicit Content
I guess I haven't had the courage to write for awhile.  Instead I've delt by binge eating and drinking and dumping it all on my very supportive friends.  I defenitly don't want to re-tell the horrors of the last week.Â...Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-28 19:46:59 |  Rating: | Views: 67 | Comments: 0 | Tags: dating  life 
Head over heels in love and lust
Wow.  I don't even know where to start.  I thought Adam would have been a great catch, until I met Mark.  Holy crap.  I'm totally wasted for him.  He is the sweetest, most cuddly and cute guy I've ever met.  He is totally sexy.  I am totally into it right now.  I'm also fueled on less......Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-07 11:01:17 |  Rating: | Views: 79 | Comments: 0 | Tags: love  lust 
Fire + Water
I want to learn something....anything worthwhile.....new everyday.  Ew, yeah I am still recovering from the weekend.  Three nights in a row of partying.  Too much liquer drank, too much sleep lost, too many cigarettes smoked.  Saturday must have been the best of all.  I took Rachel to Ivan......Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-01 23:38:13 |  Rating: | Views: 75 | Comments: 0 | Tags: drunk  men  astrology 
It's a flippin' miracle.
So I'm thinking what the flip?  Last week I swear I was so depressed I could hardly move.  Seriously thought I needed professional help.  Then, suddenly a couple of days ago I started to feel a little bit better bit and bit.  And in the past 2 days I have accomplished more then I have in the......Read More
Posted on: 2007-09-26 21:15:41 |  Rating: | Views: 71 | Comments: 0 | Tags: life 
Positive Explicit Content
Today is a new day.  I am feeling better today.  I hope it's enough to ignite a fire.  I peeled myself out of bed to meet Lisa for a bikeride this morning.  I should have had enough rest anyway.  Milene and I have j...Read More
Posted on: 2007-09-24 08:05:08 |  Rating: | Views: 93 | Comments: 0 | Tags: motivation 
Dark and Shadowy
The dreaded weekend at camp, behind me now.  Of course I learn a little too late.  The last several days I have been so depressed.  To the point where I have been so desperapte and so weak.  It is not a pleasant feeling.  I have had hardly any energy.  I sleep for 10-12 hours on average,......Read More
Posted on: 2007-09-23 21:06:13 |  Rating: | Views: 86 | Comments: 0 | Tags: depression 
The Hanged Man
Hm, haw, yes!  It is nice to be settling down by eleven o'clock.  I had a productive day.  Lisa and I went for a bikeride this morning.  Of course I slept until ten minutes before I was to meet her.  I made it on time.  I find the physical exercise is greatly helping me emotionally.  I am......Read More
Posted on: 2007-09-17 20:56:27 |  Rating: | Views: 92 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Ring  Question  Tarot 
N I G H T~S W I M M I N G
I really believe that if mermaids existed, I would be one.  Not to say they don't or never have existed, but, humanly I must be as close as it comes to being one.  Mermaids don't have much to do with my story tonight, really.  However, I do think that mermaidry just might have saved my sanity......Read More
Posted on: 2007-09-16 21:03:01 |  Rating: | Views: 93 | Comments: 0 | Tags: night swimming  men  drunk 
"Skirting the Edge" (of sanity)
Ok, seriously this must be a speedy blog.  For the past hour I have been back in my old habit of procrastinating bed time, even though I know full well that the longer I stay up the harder it is to wake up in the morning.  I just want tomorrow to go by REALLY REALLY fast.  I am such in......Read More
Posted on: 2007-09-12 20:20:24 |  Rating: | Views: 53 | Comments: 0 | Tags: self-motivation  self-care 
The Good Stuff....is in the sh*t Explicit Content
Im sitting here pondering my latest casual drama.  Every crisis seems worse then the last one.  That really can't be true though.  This time though, I promise no more running to Ryan.  He doesn't need to know about m...Read More
Posted on: 2007-09-11 18:44:53 |  Rating: | Views: 84 | Comments: 0 | Tags: self-awareness  relationships  sense of self 

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