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so its been my spring break all week. its been fun but then again its been awful because my mom has been bitching at me for the past couple of days for no reason. as soon as i walk in the door from work she starts bitching and thats the wrong time to bitch at me because well i did just get home from work were i deal with people bitching all the time and i sure as hell dont want to come home to more bitching. i dont know i guess i never can keep the woman happy. and on top of that me and my boyfriend have been fighting like crazy. hes stressed out about graduation and im frusturated because i just want to see him so we have been butting heads. i understand hes stressed out but hes picking fights with me about things that dont need to be fought about and it is really just a waste of time. im just tired of fighting with him and it seems to me that it wont stop until he walks, its summer, and hes with me. the logical thing would be to just not talk right well ive tried that and hes always on my mind when we dont talk because i feel so bad about fighting with him. talk about stress, i honestly think i have WAY too much stress in my life but what can i do its my life and either way i love it. i wish he wasnt so stressed out and i wasnt so frusturated. i sick of everything, i just wanted to have a chill spring break like most people do but mine has to be full of fighting. i hate it. and i know once i go back to school on monday im going to start getting stressed because its close to the end of the year and me and finals dont really mix well. i have too much to think about and im such a thinker so its not like i can just not think about things. i guess im going to go to bed and rest up for tomorrow because its going to be a good day. i just wanted to update yall on how my life is going. have a good one.
-notyouraveragegirl- |