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Well, i threw a party last night in hopes that he was coming home, he didn't. He told me he would be here but he never showed and never phone at midnight. I'm really wondering if he wants to be with me anymore. All this new fame is going to his head and he's forgetting who he is. And what's so bad is, yeah he's playing alot of venues and traveling some, they are the opening band!!! It's not even his own show. They are the front men. No one comes to hear them play. I think those few stray fans that they hear really cheering for them kinda set them over and goes to their head. I don't know to make him understand that it's not that big of a deal untill they have someone fronting for them. But fucking "rockstars".... how do you talk sense into them? I don't know how much longer I can keep going with him. The not calling at midnight kinda really set things over for me. I honestly don't know where the group is rite now. He could be in Virginia rite around the corner or in TN playing a show there. I DONT KNOW!!!! I can't keep this up. This isn't how I saw my life being. Ignored by the man that is supposed to love me....
    Posted by notsolost on 2008-01-01 13:08:43 | Rating: | Views: 106
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Honey - Your love cannot make someone love you. Decide what you want your life to be like - waiting, wondering, hurting? Or making that so hard choice of having a life you deserve? Best of luck. Don't throw away the life you deserve for the possible fantasy of a life you would like.
Posted by  sunstreaked  on 2008-01-01 13:38:07 
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