Oh most would say tis the season to be jolly, some would say tis the season for the stress. I think it's the season for chaos!! I found myself in a mood, much similar to the nesting we experience when we are pregnant. I started by getting things ready for decorating. I pulled the tree out, set it up, put lights on it, and then let my 4 year old decorate till her heart was content. She went to bed and I fixed it : ) then I rearranged my closet a little, partly preparing for Andy, and partly because it just looked like chaos everytime I opened the door. So..now my closet is pretty, then I tackled my daughter's room...a challenge, I promise. After vaccuming the dried leaves out of her carpet..lol...I set up a small tree on her dresser, and gave her some toys to put under it. Then I went shopping, and bought my son his first tree, and cute little baby ornaments to put on it, and set that up in his room. This has all happened in like two days, so last night, I slept like a champ, until the crazy cat started tearing across my bed and jumping on the walls...that started at 3:30 this morning, and I have been up since then. So today, I decided to clean out the fridge and cabinets, all in all over the last 2 or 3 days, I have taken out 3 boxes of garbage, 2 bags and I currently have 2 more bags of garbage, and I haven't even started cleaning the desk out yet! This is where most of my random nonsense clutter piles up. I'm sure that will provide atleast one bag of fun!!!
After saturdays fiasco with love of my life, we made up all cute and sweet...and made plans to chat Sunday night. He didn't answer his phone or get online at all...and left me slightly pissed and really worried. Apparently the worrying part was the right choice, as his mom had a heart attack Sunday afternoon. Since then he has pretty much been by her side, she is now home, but his brothers aren't helping to take care fo her, so he is doing most of it on his own. This piled with the general tasks of daily life, and the preperations to get here may possibly cause him to have another attack also. Yes at 28 he has already had one heart attack. I am left here worrying and pacing the floors, as he hasn't had his phone on all day, and I have no way of knowing if he's ok or not. I suppose I will trust him to call if he needs something and keep my thoughts to myself this time. Last time I shared them I got yelled at. : ( I was being a pain....I promise!!
Today though...oh fun it was!! I got to be Niki the Myspace Hunter again, and I found one of my best friends from high school!!! Angie is married and has 2 cute girls now...we had fun catching up a little and after all the kidlets are sleeping we'll chat on the phone.
wow...my world is like a soap opera..what fun!! I want my Emmy people!!!
Have a great night all!!
~Niki~
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