I had a really really rough day yesterday. Totally emotional for no reason at all...I dont' think emotional is the right word...downright bitchy would be a better description. I called my mom, she suggested that I just explain to Andy that I'm just in a mood, it's got nothing to do with him. I reassured her many times that Andy isn't one of those guys that would think it was about him. He will ask me if he thinks he has done something to upset me. But he know's every now and then I am just a bitch, and that's me. I spent some time with him last night, we weatched a little TV and then went to bed. Nothing kinky nothing out of the ordinary, we layed there and talked and then I passed out. Andy on the other hand hasn't been sleeping hardly at all. He is racked with thoughts all day and night, some of which make him miserable, and to feel as though he isn't doing enough for his family here. We had made pland to go see some friends of mine tomorow, and were not going to be able to all go together because the car needs work done, so Andy is spending the money he has for his fishing trip to fix my car...and then spending tomorow at his boss's house doing some odd jobs to make up the difference in money. He should be spending the day with his family, having a good time, and I feel guilty for spending the whole day at the lake partying with friends while he works his ass off for me. I know he wants to take care of me, but this is taking it a little too seriously for me. I want him to enjoy life too. SO, my intentions were to take the awesome mood I was in this morning, and then take that out on him after he came home, took a shower and a nap, and then ate the dinner I was going to cook for him. Now however, he is planning on car repairs and my boss just told me she will need me to come to work tonight. I wish there was a way to get just a day or two for Andy and I so he could rest and relax...and enjoy just being here. He's always working. So now I look for advice from the guys on here, what can I do given the situation here to show this man my appreciation tonight? I will probably be at work till 8 or so, then I have to swing by the grocery store, whie he's here getting kids fed, bathed, and then put to bed. All ideas would be greatly appreciated!!! Lots of love people....