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without delving too far into my mind..cause thats a scary place today, the issue at hand has to do with my ability to allow my mind to think too deeply into certain situations.


~the power of words~
it is not what you say to whom but how it is interpreted by the listener that matters.


When the love my life made some comments last night regarding my former "friend" a female, along with the conversation of having some parts pierced before he gets back here....he made a comment that hurt me deeply, although he had no intention of hurting me at all.

"I like women too, but at this point you are the only one"

Feelings of inadiquacy were left behind, and although I was the one who was hurt and feeling this way it was actaully he who had been feeling like not enough for his entire life. He felt like he was never enough for anyone, any of the women he was with....and in one instant, he made me feel that way also. We did talk about it this morning and while I do understand where he was coming form in that statement, I still have left over feelings of sadness, emptieness and pain, but I think the feelings are actually a little more for him than anything else. I love him very much and as I told him in a blog I posted for him on myspace~ I love him, he is more than enough for me, he is everything to me, and everything that I compared all fo the other men in my life to. He is the one, and I love him with all of my heart~




Hugz~Dr. Cryptic