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Yesterday December 18, was in fact my 26th birthday and I bailed my boyfriend or finace out of jail. And I don't get a thank you and I just want to die and I don't want to live life and I just want to curl up under a rock and die because life anit far and men suck. I love him so much and I want to just die. My x and my lawyer bailed him out of jail and I just want to die. He is not fair and this is stupid shit. Stupid shit and more stupid shit. Joshua I hope you know that this bull and you need to call. I am so depressed. things are running through my head that he doesn't love me.
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Posted by nicole4we on 2007-12-19 12:07:41 | Rating: | Views: 65
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This is so sad! Sounds like a use to me. But how much do you love yourself? You sound like a lovely caring person and this guy is not looking out for you as he should. Do you want to stay with someone that act the way he does?
For your birthday, what did you to for yourself? If you do not stand up and walk out because you are afraid of been alone or not finding someone to love you then you will be in for a lot of pain and suffering. Give yourself a good talk. Start writting down the good and the bad about this guy. Write down the good and the bad about you. I bet your good will top his. Have mercy on yourself and love yourself more. God loves you very much and he does not want you to suffer. You are still young and can find another love. Don't give up. Don't listen to bad thoughts about you. Every day is a new day and you don't know what is going to happen. If you quit now you might miss a great oportunity to meet someone who would love you and care.
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Posted by airsjc
on 2007-12-19 12:17:42
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well i cant pretend to know your situation but i do know that life can be very difficult. i suggest you think of all the nice things that have happened to you throughout the year and focus on that. count your blessings and always learn something from your experiences
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Posted by ashenine2000
on 2007-12-19 12:28:59
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