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Smells like a bunch of *sniff* *sniff*... BULLSHIT

What a shitty week so far. Last Friday I got off work early at 8:30 and went to bed as soon as I got home. I slept until around 1:30 Saturday afternoon. I did absolutely nothing All day Saturday. I rode a bike all day almost aimlessly. Saturday night I finally got a hold of Cooper who was having a day like mine. He came over and practiced a little guitar. He can't play at all really but he learned some easy chords and played them in a pattern and I did improv singing about how everything was boring and our Saturday was bullshit. It was moderately entertaining.
Then I bought some sparks and tilts and we sat out in front of my apartment drinking a little until some randoms bored girls who were having a day like ours decided to pick us up. They turned out to be too young and had to be home at 11 p.m. Fuck that.
So we quickly ended up back at my apartment and Jeff Britcher wandered over somehow. He brought some hot-ass girls and thier gay friend with him from work. Impressive for him until you find out they are in highschool. At least one of the girls was 18. Anyway, I've been bored all day so I'm down with a little party.
The whole night they were "nice" in an strange way. The 18 year old started puking everywhere and kept asking everyone to kill her. Cooper took care of her. Her friend kept taking pictures with everyone including me. The next morning they were acting strange. Jeff and Dido went to Emily's apartment, probably to take turns giving it to her or something. Cooper and I went to the graduation ceremony with the 18 year old and the 17 year old who likes him.
The 17 year old kept trying to get him to ditch me for whatever reason and the other girl was ignoring me all around. It's not like I liked either of them but thats the kind of shit that really makes a weekend blow. My self esteem dropped a few points. At least Cooper is a good enough friend not to ditch for a hot 17 year old. Or at least not dumb enough. He's 23.
Sunday night was good though. I went over to Jess and Justins with Ashley where everyone loves me and I was right back to normal. After that I went to Paiges and had a totally kickass yet very frustrating time. She's on the rag and was having as much frustration as me. Probably more.
Monday I did nothing until right before work and felt like a pile because of it. Tristan left work after about an hour and didn't tell anyone so I had to wait until 1:30 a.m. to find a ride home. Then today I one again did pretty much nothing until before work. I saw Ashley's new house in Haywarden and that was it. She made a comment about how I've had much less energy this weekend and the spring in my step is gone.
Tristan never showed up to pick me up for work and he wouldn't answer my calls so I think he quit without telling anyone. My mom gave me a ride last minute but now there is no one else from LeMars working the same hours as me so I have to find an apartment in Sioux Center really quickly. Or get insurance and get my car on the road. Neither option will be very easy or cheap. Apartments in Sioux Center are way more expensive than they are in LeMars because there are actually jobs in Sioux Center and I need high-risk insurance in order to register my car.
I don't know if I'll be able to swing either with my child support. I can't get it lowered because I missed the deadline.The cost of living is going to keep going up over the next two years and I'll be screwed. Maybe I should start trying to find a place in Mexico where living is cheap and I can leave all my bills and obligations behind.
See? Shitty week over all puntuated only seldomly by the intense awesomeness that my life usually is. I need to get a second job during the day, I think. It will help with bills and keep me busy. So I don't keep losing all my energy.

Posted by nick_cross on 2008-05-21 04:17:08 | Rating: