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Ok, still trying to be honest here: aside from the Lord, that which keeps me going is the thought of getting my salary this weekend. And what I plan to do with it! hehe..
I am so freaking tired.
Work was absolutely awful today, I think it was the negative vibes I let out the other day. I should try to stay positive and not dwell on my faults so much. I get even more afraid and desperate if I start thinking about my weaknesses, and that's really bad if you're in the Sales department. It's funny how my last job was so different from this one- it was really about life and death. I was in the OR, and doctors would sometimes humiliate us if things were not going well, too. You kind of get mad, but in a way you understand. It's a person's life that you're dealing with.
In Sales it's a bit hard for me to understand the pressure. Is humiliating us going to make us better? I think it just creates ulcer and hypertension.
I got an application form/letter thingy from a major newspaper company- yup it's a different kind of job again hahaha! I wonder what the hell I'm doing sometimes. It's called Jill of all trades, I believe. Ok this is still being negative- think good thoughts!!!
Oh, I have one! Very early this morning (around 5am, when I got in for work) I ran into this guy I've been crushing on lately. We were the only two people in the hall and he called out to me! He actually knows my name!!! I was so stunned I just said "hello" at first then I kind of turned back and went, "Ryan right?" He smiled at me. Omigosh, he is beautiful. Even with the messy hair and the baggy clothes.
Oops, speaking of Ryan American Idol is on now. 'Bye.
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Posted by nichan on 2008-03-06 05:10:27 | Rating: | Views: 51
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Your weaknesses, will one day make you strong........Have God walk you thru it...He only wants the best for His Child.........You are one of God's Children....Don't ever forget that...
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Posted by Hollis
on 2008-03-06 07:52:01
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Thanks! Sometimes, though, it's a lot harder to believe in one's self...
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Posted by nichan
on 2008-03-07 04:12:21
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Just always remember...
"I AM TOO BLESSED TO BE STRESSED"...
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Posted by Hollis
on 2008-03-07 08:25:28
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