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I am so glad that I get to stay with my Mimi,Bebe and Nana.Theres been a lot of tension between my parents and I.Probley because I'v had to lie to them for the past month or so.Mostly about Alex and about other things too.It's like I have a totaly diffrent life that they don't even know about.I love being able to get away from my partents beacuse my mom is ALWAYS asking me to do something.Like she'll start the laundry and then say Chelsea you need to do the rest of the lundrey do the cat box and feed the dog and put away all thoes shoes.It gets really annoying sometimes because chores are just a way for parents to be lazy.If I asked her to clean the cat box she'd probley yell at me or say "Excuse me little woman".I really need to get away.I also need to get away from everbody, Christine Amanda Ashley and Dallas too beacuse I need to be reminded that there is hope for me to have some innocince to be left in my life.I am so confused about Alex so this will give me time to think and get away and just spend time with people that I love and not to be reminded about any thing else.
So I am going to only answer my phone for my parents and ignore all of my friends phone calls beacuse its for the best if I don't.knowing my Mimi I'll probley end up being spoiled and gaining like 10lbs while I'm there!I say that going to stay with them will elimanite some of the drama but really it is just a way for me to focus on family issues.My Mimi and Nana never have and never will get along well.That puts alot of stress on my mom and that gets her really angrey wich affects me in a lot of ways.It seems like everything leens on me and my Mom in my family because were the only one's who care.Because My nana and Mimis problems rely on my mom and my mom talks to me alot about everything thats bad.I wish that I could do the same thing.I really do wish that I could tell her about Alex and my friends and real problems that I'm going through but I just can't.She'd get way to angrey.
It seems like I have to take care of my mom already.With my dad being an aholic and my brother being the way he is she always crys on my sholder.I am always the one who takes care of her and makes sure that shes ok and loves her always and talks to her and really cares about her.I am really sick of this because I want to live my life without living to take care of her.I can't even amagin her older because when I do I see me single living with her with 50 cats at her bedside when I'm 30.I defentley don't want that to happen.Well I have to get my cloths out of the dryer because I have to pack for tomarrow.So...
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Posted by niceley123 on 2008-07-19 14:35:18 | Rating: | Views: 17
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