I thought that things should be getting better now that at least the doctors have pretty much confirmed that I'm having nerve injury and not something wrong with my spine. But it's only when I'm trying to get to sleep that I know my mind is still very disturbed.

Last night, it's almost impossible to fall asleep. My mind went wild and there is absolutely no way to stop it. When I finally fell asleep, I had one of the worst nightmare ever. Basically I was ignored by someone close and I ended up crying, very badly, in the dream. When I woke up this morning, I still felt like I've just cried, very badly.

More lousy things happen in the day. First, I got another parking ticket for parking in the disabled lot.  I have a valid disabled parking label, as my mom's on wheelchair, but this is already the second time they booked me. The last time, I appealed and they cancelled the ticket, I wonder if they would be willing to cancel again this time. After all, I'm not doing anything wrong.

Then during lunch, my buddy found out the my car's tyre's caps have all been stolen. My goodness, why would people take them. Now my poor ride's tyre's are capless.  But I really have no chance to go get new ones as there was too much work and family commitments. Had to fetch mom from the rehab centre and bring her to the doctor to get her medicine. I guess I'll just have to try going tomorrow.

Felt totally worn out and thought that at least I would be able to fall asleep finally. And I did.  But only for one short hour.  I've no idea what woke me up. But I just did. And the harder I try, the more I can't sleep. I wonder if I'll be able to get any more sleep tonight.