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Friends see a difference in the way I'm walking. I feel different too. Although still worried and waking up with panic attacks almost every night, I do feel a bit more assured that life is not going to be that bad after all.
It's only now that I understand how a simple thing like the ankle can be so important. Just an ankle getting short circuit, my whole life is in chaos. Walking is a challenge. Driving the car takes a lot of concentrations. I've tried to drive using my left foot but that's just impossible. I use walking as a tool to de-stress, now it's even more stressful to walk.
And this past two weeks, my buddy isn't around. He has other duties to go to. I feel really lonely. And getting nightmares and panic attacks are not helping either. I've dreamt of being lost, being followed, and running for my life. This really shouldn't go on. I think I need sleeping pills very soon.
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Posted by nian2107 on 2007-10-16 08:41:28 | Rating: | Views: 85
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