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I was right
I always had this gut feeling that he didnt like me, but they way things were going it seemed like maybe i had a chance. Last night he ignored me the whole night, and when he didnt was a complete asshole. He doesnt remember doing this because he was drunk... but he knows why he was acting like that.  He hasnt talked to me about it yet, he wants to save that for later. He did however post a blog sayings this "I know how things have been going, and it might look like its going to go that way. But it wont and im sorry. It just cant.". So I guess that's it for me. They say if you fight hard enough for something, you're going to get it. Thats not true, everyone loses a battle now and then, I guess im defeated. I'm tired of crying, I'm tired trying, I'm tired of hoping. Im just tired.
Posted by nhoffman on 2008-01-01 16:30:56 | Rating: n/a | Views: 73


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Posted by
CameraEyes
on 2008-01-01 17:43:29
 
awwww that always sux so hard ...I hate being in that sistuation. But you know sometimes its for the best .. being defeated .. after the tears and the pain you pick yourself back up again .. and sometimes your way better off and new things come your way .. thing you never expected.
 
 


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