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What can I say I am a bit of a control freak and a bit of a planner. I like to have things set in my calendar know whats going on for the weekend and when errands are going to get done. I don't think it is necessarily a bad thing or is it? I must admit I do tend to annoy people with my ways. But, it is always said if you want something done right do it yourself.
So, where is the problem... I am trying to control things I can't. I am wearing myself out emotional, physically and if there was another level I am sure that is spent too. I worry over my husband, my work, present state of being, future state of being and everything else that the human mind thinks.
Just now, what is this control freak supposed to do. How do I solve this constant daily struggle. Why I am I juggling all these balls that I can't keep above my head. Didn't God say he would carry all of my burdens and lighten my load. That there is enough worry today not to even think about tomorrow.
Then why can't I just let go? Why am I holding on and what for? I having always touted in order to be different you need to change. So, why can't I change my thoughts on this matter and my obsession with control?
When will I allow myself to dive into his arms and just be free?
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Posted by newthinker on 2009-07-08 18:59:32 | Rating: | Views: 28
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