We've ben together 4 months now, and things are getting quite serious, I think I love him, but I haven't told him that...it sounds silly now I've written it down, becase how can you love someone, or even know what love is when you're only 17? but then in answer to that I would just say that it feels like love based on my experiences and how he makes me feel, which is great...it's weird because we were friends at school for a year before, and then I randomly pulled him one night, and we've been together ever since! I just find him so easy to talk to, I could spend all day with him and never be bored, I can tell him (almost) anything...I never thought I could be like this with someone, because I've always been open with my friends, but still keep alot to myself. At the beginning I found it hard to tell him things, basically because he's a boy! but recently I've been able to be more open with him, like before we never spoke about sex or anything to do with that, we just did it! well not sex (until recently) but other stuff...it's becoming easier to talk to him about it which is great, because I then feel more comfortable with myself when we do tht kind of stuff.

God I could talk about us for ages, because I never have been so frank and so now it's all coming out! it's hard to be brutally honest, even when you are anonymous, because things that you think in your head are hard to put on paper - it's as if they are finite once you have written them down. But I want to speak to my friends about us, yet at the same time I like us being private and having things that just between us. So I thought this blog would be the perfect place to share it without people spreading things or those closest to me knowing all about us. I guess this is more impersonal.