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Hi everyone I am sorry to enter a new blog after such a long time.

Today I wanna talk about being scared and confused. I called some place day beforeyesterday as I was told to do after a quite long time and came to know that I am supposed to go back there , and thither I am really upset about it . Its not like that that that place is a sucking place but its that that the main head person is sucking and I don't wanna go there rather I wanna like enjoy my holidays.

I am always scared of going back to the place where I left once. I don't know why but there are rare left places of mine where I like to go back, but for the rest of them I just hate going back, but not talking about the places.

I thought over it again and again but came to no conclusion that why am I scared to go back to the place. I think I am scared of working I am lazy basically and that's why I don't like to get out of my house.

But I love to go on a wack with my family and talk to them.

Do you all also face problem to which you don't have clear or any explainations or I am the only one?