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INTERNAL CLOCK. WHEN I HAVE DAYS OFF I CANT SLEEP ,I WANNA STAY UP ALL DAY,SO I CAN GO ENJOY THE DAY,AND I WANNA GO OUT AT NIGHT.MY NEXT CAREER IS GOING TO BE FIRST SHIFT.WE WERE ALL IN THE BREAK ROOM ONE DAY READING AN ARTICLE THAT SAID DUE TO THIRD SHIFT PEOPLES,LIFESTYLE,THAAT THEY ARE MORE SUSEPTABLE TO GETTING CANCER,DUE TO POOR SLEEPING AND EATING HABITS,AND OTHER FACTORS.WE ALL LAUGHED IT OFF,BUT ITS GOTTA HAVE SOME TRUTH TO IT.MY FRIEND AND COWORKER ONCE SAID TO ME THAT IT TAKES A SPECIAL KIND OF PERSON TO WORK THIRD SHIFT,I DEFINATLY SECOND THAT,SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE TOLD ME"I DONT SEE HOW YOU DO IT,COMING IN AT 10:30,AND SOMETIMES NOT GETTING OUT UNTIL10:00 AM. IT DOES TAKE A PRETTY EXCENTRIC PERSONALITY.ANYWHO,IM GOING BACK TO SCHOOL NOW,AND I HAVENT TOTALLY GIVING UP MY WRITNG DREAM,AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE IT AS A HOBBY,ALL THESE POEMS AND SCRIPTS IVE POORED MY BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS INTO,BUT I CAN HONESTLY SAY I NEVER PERSUDED IT WOTH ENOUGH,MY TIME AND ENERGY WAS SPENT ON DAY TO DAY DRAMAS AND ISSUES AT HAND,IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN TOP PRIORITY FOR ME,ITS LIKE A DEATH IN THE FAMILY,WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE TO FULLY GROW UP AND MOVE ON,STOP DREAMING.AS A CHILD I GREW UP IN A DISFUCTIONAL HOME,SO YOU FIGURED MY INNOSCENCE,AND HAPPY ATITUDE,WOULD HAVE BEEN CRUSHED,BUT MY SIBLINGS SAY THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A BIG KID,AND KEPT MINE,ITS TRUE FOR THE MOST PART BUT I AM ALSO A DARK PERSON,WITH MOODSWINGS,AND I GET DEPRESSED,I GET EXHAUSTED WIHT LIFE,I GET CUNFUSED WIHT MY LIFE PATH.I HAVE SELF DEFEATING BEHAVIOR,BUT I PRACTICE SELF DENIEING OBEDIENCE.I AM A WALIKG CONTRIDICTION IN SO MANY WAYS,I JUST WANT THE REST OF MY GOD GIVIEN TIME ON THIS EARTH TO BE HAPPY,DRAMA FREE,FULL OF ADVENTURE AND PAINLESS.I DONT WISH FOR GIONG BACK OR RELIVING CERTAIN MOMENT OF MY LIFE ANY MORE I PRESS ON TWORDS THE MOST DESIRED GOAL.
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