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I was the oldest of far too many children on a farm in the northern United States, I have mostly brothers. I was only raised with one of my sisters, and she and I hate one another. I had a split family, my father remarried when I was 7, my mother is a drug addict...even to this day. I had a very strict and coventional life and upbringing. I wasn't aloud to date, or talk to boys on the phone. I tried as an adult to explain to my father why I went so wild as a teen and young adult, but he thinks something is just wrong with me. He doesn't understand that holding on too tightly was part of the reason I flew away so fast. I took a very long and sometimes dangerous journey to get to where I am today.
At a very young age I can remember sex being interesting to me. By the age of 10 I wanted to know...seems strange to me now that I was so interested, but even at that age, I knew how to masturbate. Not that it's very hard to figure out..lol this feels good...let's keep doing it. I went on to live my very very quiet life until I turned 17. I met this guy...typical highschool crap, we were seniors, he was a football star in town, and I just wanted to know what it would be like to be someone's object of affection. In everyday life as well as sexually, it was important to me to find this out. The first time we had sex, we were at a halloween party at his house, it was awesome, I learned a lot, then went downstairs to a crowded house all knowing what had just happened. That was the moment when I learned to turn sex into attention...people thought it was awesome that I had sex with him with a house full of people.
I have to get ready for work right now...but I will do my best to post more of this story soon!!
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hmm... no idea from me still ... I will read on :)
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-07-14 04:56:24
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