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some days are tougher than others. sometimes talking to people makes you feel lonlier than not talking to anyone. i feel pretty alone right now. you'd think i'd be used to it at this point. somewhere along the line it has to become ok, doesn't it. maybe it has. i guess i don't mind just sitting here in my apartment by myself so much anymore. i kinda have stopped wishing there was someone with whom i could spend time just to not be by myself. but i still feel...lonely. i don't miss people in general, although there are a couple of people i miss.
christ, when did i become such a whiner?
i stopped doing flat bench on chest day. my upper chest is really lagging, so i've been doing primarily incline work. i'm starting with incline barbell, and i'm up to 295 for six reps. i fully expect to be doing 315 within the next couple of weeks. that will be cool since i don't personally know anyone who can do 315 on incline. of course there are lots of guys out there stronger than that, but none of them are at my gym or my school's gym or the last gym where i trained. that's pretty cool. i did flys with the 80's yesterday as well, that just hurt, but i still managed eight reps. that's cool too.
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Posted by mywar on 2008-04-03 09:22:40 | Rating: | Views: 59
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