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i got up 315 on flat bench for five reps today. finally. that feels pretty good. the weight was heavy. my body hurts. my joints all hurt. now i realize why i never made the kind of progress i'm making now. i've just never worked this hard. i'm killing myself. but i've never been this strong. even after i benched 315 i still got up 245 for 9 reps for my last set on incline. now i'm wondering how long it will take before i'm able to do 315 on incline. how funny is that? i hit one goal, and i can't even really savor it. all i can think about is moving on to the next, much more difficult goal.
so much of my life seems ridiculous. i'm killing time, and i'm not entirely sure what's going to come next. that feels weird, not even knowing what i'm killing time waiting on. i guess i'm waiting on the next phase of my life to begin. i'm really ready to be done with this.
time to eat.
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Posted by mywar on 2008-03-09 19:13:35 | Rating: | Views: 36
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