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whoever read this reads it. i have no deep, dark secrets. i just wanted some space.
i am completely miserable. i have tried hard not to be, but i am. i can't stand whiners, and the
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mywar on 2008-04-17 09:24:19
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luddite inclinations
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sometimes i hate that i have this computer, that it is so easy to check up on people. i'm terrible about the whole internet stalking thing. i've worked hard to avoid it, but the past few days i've had nothing else to do since i'm sick. of course, the stuff i see isn't...
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mywar on 2008-04-16 17:01:18
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i'm sick
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i have the flu. all the other symptoms showed up yesterday. i feel like crap. i haven't been sick in a long time, and i hate it. apparently lots of people in my department have the flu. awesome.
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mywar on 2008-04-15 08:13:22
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up all night, up all day
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something crazy is going on in my stomach. well, not so much crazy as painful. i have no idea what it is. i have none of the other issues that typically accompany an upset stomach. all i have is this pain. i think it must be gas. hot. i've heard of this,...
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mywar on 2008-04-14 05:06:10
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down at the bottom of the well
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this weekend has been especially difficult. i'm not sure why. i mean, i know things that are bothering me, but they're pretty much the same stuff that's been bothering me for a long time now. i'm uncertain why the weight has suddenly increased, but this stuff just feels heavy...
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mywar on 2008-04-13 13:31:11
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note to self
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remember:
"a person is thought to be great-souled if he claims much and deserves much...he that claims less than he deserves is small-souled...the great-souled man is justified in despising other people – his estimates are correct; but most proud men have no good ground for...
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swallow hard
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drinking lead isn't all it's cracked up to be. you might think that diluting it with water would help, but this isn't the case. nothing diminishes the taste or the heavy feeling in your belly afterwards.
i have an m-shaped hole in my heart.
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mywar on 2008-04-10 09:58:58
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withered hope
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it's a terrible thing to come home and realize that your home doesn't smell like your home. it makes you feel like a stranger in the place you live. it's that much worse when you spend all your time at home. that just makes you a stranger everywhere.
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dearly beloved Explicit Content
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i'm so angry right now i want to vomit. i'm sick of being subjected to lies and dancing. even worse when they're the same tired, worn-out lines and steps that have been so thoroughly destroyed by previous ana
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mywar on 2008-04-08 17:45:12
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i am a clenched fist
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i had a dream about hurting my ex best friend last night. i haven't had one of those in a while. at first i didn't know what brought it on, but then, after some brief thinking, it became obvious. i updated the firmware on my phone yesterday evening, and, while doing so, i...
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i am a locked door
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there are several things i intended to do this weekend, and i did none of them. boo me.
i have a meeting with a student today after class. she's been emailing me a lot, and i'm pretty certain that her reasons for asking for this meeting have more to do with wanting to...
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mywar on 2008-04-07 09:06:54
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courting the moon Explicit Content
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i've been sleeping even worse than usual lately, and i already slept like XXXXX. i bought some sleeping pills, but, not only are they not helping, i am now convinced they are making things worse. they put me r
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sometimes happens all the time
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some days drag on and on, seemingly forever, competely empty and meaningless, and i'm accepting that.
i received a fortune in a cookie once that i think about every day. it said, "get accustomed to being uncomfortable. get comfortable being uncomfortable. it's...
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lonely
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some days are tougher than others. sometimes talking to people makes you feel lonlier than not talking to anyone. i feel pretty alone right now. you'd think i'd be used to it at this point. somewhere along the line it has to become ok, doesn't it. maybe it has. ...
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mywar on 2008-04-03 09:22:40
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i love it
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my favorite things in the world are those people who talk a huge game but completely crumble when the opportunity comes to back up all the talk. it's especially great when someone who has threatened to hurt you, break your bones, and even end your life literally turns and runs to their car...
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mywar on 2008-03-31 13:00:00
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it's the best
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i'm bored a lot, and my only friend is this shovel, so i do what any person in my situation would do. i passed up six feet down months ago. i vaguely remember some warning about getting in over my head, but i can't even remember the last time i saw the outside of this hole, and i'm...
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