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I am .... me!
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I am getting happier. I would have never believed how much crap I put my body through via emotions. It's insane! I have had three surgeries in the last year... THREE?! I have an ulcer, stress weight and thought I was having a heart attack but it turned out to be a spasmodic esophagus. Say...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2008-04-25 18:09:36
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Two months
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Two months since our separation, and all is going very well. We are still separated, but are working hard to get things sorted out and try again.
Ron is in counselling and working very hard to make things right. I've been struck with a bout of ill health (again) and he is rising to the...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2008-04-15 14:06:06
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Blessings in disguise?
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Well, it's been two weeks since our separation. Actually, I don't know how to count it as it took a week to get him to move out of the bed. He's been sleeping on the couch for the last week, and seems pretty confident that he'll change and work things out. I'm pretty satisfied with the...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2008-03-06 15:33:33
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I'm so done, you can turn me over anytime.
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Wow. I didn't see *that* coming. In typical fashion, I believed Ron when he told me and the marriage counsellor that he was going to do everything in his power to keep me and the kids. That he would behave as a husband and thought that 'things are awesome! I just can't believe how good...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2008-02-27 12:20:08
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My scrambled egg
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I hit my head again. This really sucks because I have deep brain vascular damage and been having a few seizures lately. The seizures are mainly stressed/stimulation induced... but any further hits to the head seriously comprimise the status of clots. So I'm a little freaked. One the other hand,...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2008-01-27 01:28:05
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mymidlifecrisis on 2008-01-23 12:55:04
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Not much to blog about
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Well, it's been a while that I've recorded anything. But I will say that it was an unfortunate morning as I found I'd run out of sunblock, shampoo and deoderant all at the same time. Why is that? How could I have missed this? Shampoo I can see, as that is shared. But my deoderant stick busted....
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mymidlifecrisis on 2008-01-17 00:04:01
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To my daughter, it will get better I promise
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Unravel in my arms my precious sweet angel. I will hold you while the days trials, tribulations, fears and dreams escape from your tired little body. Unravel in my arms and I will kiss your golden hair and look into your lake green eyes and tell you you are wonderful and the love of my life....
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mymidlifecrisis on 2008-01-06 00:26:29
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Not a resolution, but a resolve.
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OK. Now I'm over feeling sorry for myself and have determined that the following changes will be made to improve the situation I've gotten myself into.
1) After many wonderful suggestions to pray... I remembered to do exactly that. I prayed this morning for an answer to my question on what...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2008-01-02 18:07:12
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Session one
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Well, hubby and I had our first counselling session on Thursday. I can't begin to say how hard it was to listen to the one I love talk about how he lies, sneaks and manipulates to get what he wants. Not what he needs, but what he wants.
The counsellor was quite alarmed to hear that hubby...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2007-12-30 16:11:56
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I'm addicted to addicts.
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I've realized recently that almost everyone I am attracted to has an addiction. Not just the typical coffee/chocolate/blogging addictions, but the dangerous ones. I'm pretty sure I'm addicted to drama. And coffee.
My hubby is a recovering alcoholic. He has now developed into a compulsive...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2007-12-21 12:50:22
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Her first broken heart
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My baby girl just called in tears. She went to her grade seven dance, and was sure that this would be the year that her school crush would ask her to dance. She has some anxiety issues, so her asking him was out of the question. She has been building up for this for a long time, since grade one...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2007-12-14 17:11:03
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Oh, SO grounded!
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Oh sweet jesus it's just happening too fast.
My best friend, Kathy, was over last night, and asked if our son went to the school dance last week. Her daughter, B, went and she and B. have had a huge fight since then.
Apparently, when someone asked B. to dance, she took off and hid. Kathy...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2007-12-12 14:43:33
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Dude... I've got it good.
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You know, despite all my complaining I have to say I've got it pretty good.
I'm in a marriage with a really patient (and hot!) guy. We've been together since I was fifteen and he still makes me laugh. I do kind of wish he'd notice me more - but it's better than the whole nasty comments...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2007-12-10 23:05:39
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Where do I stand in the friendship line? Here or t
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How do you react when who you thought was a friend switches you over to
acquaintance?
To which you find out things third hand, or two weeks later,
or just casually. It’s not as though things have ended badly, they’ve just
ended, I guess.
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mymidlifecrisis on 2007-12-03 13:22:34
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A Mom is her own worst enemy.
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All I want is a few minute to relax and unwind in a quiet home. I got out of the house early (for me) today, and headed out during the first snow fall to pick up groceries so I could relax with a trashy book the rest of the day.
The parking gods were with me and I did get a nice, close...
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mymidlifecrisis on 2007-12-01 20:03:06
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Rambling about a good day...
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It's been a long, long day at work. But I am happy that I was left mainly alone and was able to get as much done as I did. My body is aching and my eyes are sore, but things could be so much worse. I do like my job, it is interesting and I am good at it. Today I cleared an 8 inch pile of...
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Posted by:
mymidlifecrisis on 2007-11-29 20:00:26
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mymidlifecrisis on 2007-11-28 17:16:53
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