Well Phillip came back Thursday night. So I've been doing alittle better. Except for this god aweful kidney pain. But it's nothing new that I don't deal with. Today I've been in a really bad mood. I don't know why. Maybe it's the stress I've been under. Who knows. But I do know that I've taken it out on Phillip today and he doesn't deserve it. I just read my ex's blog on here. Talk about emotional. Expecially the part about how stressed he was one night and wanted to strangle the life out of my little boy. I'm glad he's getting the help he needs.
I have so many things going through my head right now. ALl I want to do is cry. So, I might go lay down in bed and just cry. I don't know why I want to. I really don't. I just want to. Crying is like my stress releaver.
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