It amazes me how life works some times.  Not but a week ago, I was in such a funk.  I didn't care about much and things were the usual shade of battleship grey that they usually are.  A was spiralling...  I've been so NOT into that whole darkness thing lately, but it refuses it let go of me, as it is want to do most times...
Then, things get bright.  I get that first paycheck from the new job, I make a new friend or two at work and online...  Suddenly, as if I needed some social interaction or something (lol), I start to feel better about, not only myself, but also my outlook on things.
I have to withdraw all I said about things being bad and focus on these new positives in life.  Not to sound like a cheery person, because I am not (or so I like to tell myself.  *scowls and postures*), but life is good once in a while I guess.  It's just sad that it seems like there is so long in between times like these...