I am who I am...  I'm dark, jaded, and an all around asshole for the most part.  I'm cynical through and through and I have a very hard time taking things for more than face value.  I can be a nice guy once you get to know me, but most people don't get that far inside the wall to see that; partially because I don't let them and partailly because they don't want to and that suits me just fine because I don't much like most people.  They're obnoxious, loud and they want to make stupid small talk about stuff that really doesn't matter anyway...