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~ Never in my life have I ever cried for someone until now when I have been made a fool of...why was my armor was cracked? how did I become so vunerable and so open and willing to take the blows that came at me.He came strolling in with some faked tan, make up caked, blonde who looked better than I did at the moment that he came in. I wish I could wash the black off of me and I wish I could just be that girl that he strolled in with. I wish that this didn't have to happen to me and now I am sitting here in the middle of what supposed to be a fun night with my friends on the last day of classes moping because I have been made a fool of and it hurst so badly....there are some things in this world I will never understand like einsteins theory of realitivity and why I can't seem to snag someone who is worthy of snagging...I seem to not attract at all like it is some diease and I have contracted it and now no one wants to touch me or even try to be with me...I know I shouldn't mope but it hurts too much to pretend anymore like everything is fine and dandy.Why is it that I have become the girl no girl wants to be? I have wondered what is the missing ingredient is that I seem to be missing cause every girl has it but me and that is what bugs me the most....I will never know it seems I will forever be the girl with this freaking horrible diease.~ |
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Posted by musicjunkie on 2008-04-26 00:43:41 | Rating: | Views: 61
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You have not clearly mentioned what happened to you but from your blog one thing is definate that something great has gone wrong with you. But as you ur self realize that it can not be amended now so y to cry on split milk, it is better to move on. I know moving on isn't easy as it sounds but the only thing we can do is to move on try hard. Best of luck my dear. God will help you.
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Posted by neha1987
on 2008-04-26 01:06:43
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