She didn't show up at our marriage counseling session.... Frankly, I am not surprised.. I knew she would use this opportunity to stop by our house to pick up her bike and a few things of hers. So, I left her leather jacket on the chair, her riding boots next to the chair, and the bike key on the table with a note. When you spend 9 years to get to know a person, you kinda know what they would do.

She asked the counselor to ask me to give her more time, and she wants me to wait for her to be ready for the counseling session..... but what am I waiting for? There is no communication from her at all. How am I suppose to know when the time is.....

She is moving things out of the house one by one down to her dad's, and it looks like she doesn't plan to come back at all....If this is the case, why is she making me wait.... What exact am I waiting for?

What she did to me was way worse than what  I ever did to her. Why am I the one getting punished? I love her with all my heart, doesn't she understand what she is doing to me? My heart is broken, I am on the verge of breaking down, and I can't function on daily basis....... How long am I suppose to wait...... She is down at her dad's having a good time away for me, the devil.......... How did I become the devil here? What exactly did I do that are so bad that make her so mad? and What exactly did I do to deserve all these punishments? She avoids me like a plaque, but all I did to her was being a good husband....... I have my flaws, but I am always loving to her.....