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empty.since he left i am just empty.my spirit is broken.not because i'm some kind of person that needs another person to lean on, but because i really believed in us.i thought we were the exception.i thought we had really found true love.i thought we were gonna make it.whats the point of living......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-11-23 22:32:54 |
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empty
no clue
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thankful....
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thanksgiving....what am i thankful for? i know how to play the game....im thankful for my family.and my health.friends.my kids.my parents.that i have a job.that i can feed my kids.for laughter.blah.blah.
i'm really thankful for the few people who have brought a smile across my face in the......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-11-21 22:35:00 |
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walls.thankful.
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i'm mad!
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ok.today i'm mad! i would never do this to him and the kids! i would never put our marriage on hold and leave the kids and go off to "figure" myself out! he just took himself away, when he could have helped himself here. WE could have done this together. he's off trying to find meaning......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-11-17 13:46:42 |
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mad!!!!
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i feel numb.
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as the days go by it seems to get easier. tomorrow is 2 weeks since he's left. sleeping alone has gotten a bit easier to swallow. not talking to him a million times a day is something i now know i can live with.
my saddness still owns me. my heart is empty. i feel numb.
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Posted on: 2007-11-16 23:30:53 |
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2 weeks.
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ughhhhhh!
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i didn't calll him at all today. i kept myself busy at work and before i knew it half the day was gone. he text me and i didn't answer.its like the more i pull away the closer he wants to come.
im very annoyed how everyone asks how i am. how do they think i am? i am the same as i was yesterday......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-11-14 23:18:42 |
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im ready.
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another day.
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yesterday was a good day......we argued in the morning, but somehow i think we have reached som e kind of common ground. mostly me accepting where he is at.lost. he is so lost. everyone keeps telling me a seperation isn't the end. a divorce is and we are not there yet. i logically know this, but......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-11-14 08:11:38 |
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trip to therapist.
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sigh......
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everytime i look at his side of the closet, it seems emptier than it was before. i asked him what i could do to help him through this and he replied " respect the space i am asking for."
he has been seeing a therapist for 3 weeks now. and i feel like i am actively not doing......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-11-13 00:48:44 |
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let go.
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accept.
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today, i vow to myself to accept the situation i am in. my husband and i are seperated. we are trying to work things out. this will take time.
today i attempted to pick up the house for the 1st time in a week since he left. it seems so sad that i must go on with life here at home without him.......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-11-11 23:08:42 |
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accept.Thanksgiving. no doubts.
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there used to be this place in the universe where only you and i existed.everything else just kinda faded into the background. that place no longer is there...how can we find it again?
i want so much to feel like you want the same things i do, i want you to know or have some sort of......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-11-11 03:58:59 |
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sad.................
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backwards...
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backwards.....we take one itty bitty little step forward and three giant steps backwards. i understand. even though i say i don't. he says he can't be here with me; he has things to work out. today when i told him it was hard to watch him walk out the door, he responded that its hard to......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-11-11 01:17:52 |
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backwards....hurt.
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