I was going to work on a poem,but I just can't find my words.
I seem to have a bit of writers block,witch I think is stemming from this kind of stuck place I seem to be in.
I came through so much in this past year and I will certainly write about it in just a few short days as my one year on thoughts slowly aproaches.But for now that can wait.
I always write from my heart and about my life,and I can't force my words out even if I tried I just couldn't that's not me..........and that's not the way I write.
So what do you write about when your siting there with paper and pen,and no words.
I try and write but usually end up scratching things out and getting frustrated when I'm like this.
I feel as tho all my words are gone and there never coming back,and until I figure out who I am now that I have overcome so much,i will never find my words again.
I know that's not entirely true I'm sure my words will come back to me,but I have to feel them.
I always had so much pain in my heart that it was easy for me to write about it,and now that pain has been lifted,and I don't know how to write about good emotions because I have never really felt them.
I don't think I know how to be this way,so free from pain,I need pain it's who i have always been.
It's my security blanket it's my identity..or it used to be anyway,it's all I have ever known...
So here I sit rambling away because I have no words,no pain to be my muse....
I have nothing at the moment,just trying to find my emotion to put into my words.
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