So i'm a little bit annoyed which is not unuseal. I'm not sure what at either. I think it's mostly the fact i get fed up with my boyf saying one thing and doing another. I understand man are unlogical odd creatures but sometimes he takes the piss. As much as i don't want to get angry with him i can't help it. Somehow he knows just how to wind me up and i to know how to wind him up. It's just bloody annoying. Admittdly he is a great boyf and have very few faults, the one's who does have i adore.

My ear hurts think it's getting infected. Had this piecring for 3 years. Why now?

I'm so fed up of everything. Apparently everyday i do the same thing.

Get up. Play runescape ( sad i know), call my boyf, look at my college work and ignore it then go to sleep then wake up and eat some form of chocolate. I know it's only me who can change this but it seems so hard to stop being so god damn lazy.

It's asif i can't do the work either. Just i can not be botherd. I do not really find the course that much fun.

God i miss going to school. People would set you a serious of aims, you'd achieve them and then get rewarded. It was so much easier.

I hate this self motivation buissness because i have none of it.

I hate winter and autumn and rainy days in between those seasons. Role on summer i say.

Ice creams. Long days. Early mornings. Bright sun. Short skirts. Tans. Warmth. Happiness.

hopefully songs from the summer will cheer me up.

I've either got to tidy my room or do my college work, thats how interseting my life has become.

I miss my boy so much. Grrr damn school and college and work and any other thing thats going to prevent us from spending 24/7 toghter.

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