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I'd Like To.
Fall asleep and wake up like the average human being. Tonight i actually need my sleep. Tonight i hope i will rest well. I know i wont. Just like every other sleepless night. I do a day shift and a night shift. My job unfortuntly is grim ol' life. There's few true plesures in life.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-08 16:22:53 | Rating:

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Insomnia.
It's that thing when you are trying so hard not to think, That is at the back of your mind spoiling it all. It's always there. It will always control you. Your world crumbles without it. Sleep. Single most important thing. I value sleep higher over Food, Water or any other wonder. 1.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-13 17:10:34 | Rating:

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Are You Sure?
One thing in life that irrates me past the point of no return is constantly being questioned. 'Are you sure', 'Positive'. I hate it when people ask me the same question more than once. Like my opinion will magically change if they ask me again. It wont and if it did i would declare it in an......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-14 04:14:57 | Rating:

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Youth Is Wasted On The Young Mind.
I am in a fowl mood. I will not deny it. There is no reason to deny it. I think the next person who dares to interact with me, Will proberly be ripped from limb to limb in one swift movement. I can not stand being in a mood like this. It is like some big black cloud sitting on my......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-16 07:35:27 | Rating:

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Close My Eyes.
Stayed at Luke's last night. Not sure how that came around. Just a mixture of us falling asleep at random times. Neither of us could be botherd to walk me home. I don't really like this font i think i will change it. That's an improvement. Iswear if msn crashes one more time then i will write......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-18 06:29:03 | Rating:

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Sleep Diary.
It has been suggested that i should record my sleeping. Now this would be all good but, I quite obivously forget. I'm so fed up of this not sleeping shit. It's becoming my life now. I feel like some freaky monster who does not sleep. My hair is not growing in length just in width.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-19 20:44:50 | Rating:

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Theres A Place...
... Called reality where shatterd dreams and, Nightmares exsist. It's a beautiful place if you squint your eyes shut hard enough. Nobody actually said life would be like this. As a child you can not contain your excitement about growing up. Then it happen's and you come to the terms that......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-19 21:10:04 | Rating:

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Not At Home.
Although i'm only a stone throw from home, I feel like i am a million miles away. Still i'm stoned and listening to some Reaggae. Can not say i can complain about anything. Although i could but, What be the point in that? 2.14 in the morning. I really should think about......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-26 21:15:53 | Rating:

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Grow Apart... Grow up.
If i am being honest i am scared. Today i relised my best friend wont be coming back for a long time. She's been sectiond. Roughly for about 2 months now. Maybe. Even longer. When she eventually get's out i do not think she will be the same person i adore so much. I think she has gone......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-28 17:47:56 | Rating:

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Aaron.
The Shivering Caress. Setting: Operation room. Clean. Crisp. White. The operation room. Surly even the idyllic perfection of it seemed corrupt. Everything was white. From the floor to the ceiling. The haze of white spread all over the hospital like a cloudy plague. The beautiful white......Read More