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molly_desire's Blogs in May 2008

Left Alone For A While.
'He just wants to be left alone for a while' How long is a while excatly. A week, a month, a year, forever. I hate the uncertionty of everything. I hate the fact everyone seems think i don't care. I do care more than anyone else. I guess i'm just not that great at showing it in an......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-01 13:12:03 | Rating:

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Fuck Off Would You.
Somethings brought out that horrible bitter side that i tried so hard to wrap up in layers of fake niceness. Fuck it i've had enough. I've had enough of the moaning, the bitching, the stabbing in the back, the hard done by storys. If i'm being quite honest fuck you all. I keep having......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-01 16:33:09 | Rating:

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HA!
Deleted. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-03 19:06:00 | Rating:

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The Shivering Caress.
To be continued. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-04 14:38:21 | Rating:

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Walk Away.
I could't watch him walk away. I had to turn around and head straight to my front door. I didn't relise everything would become this hard. I never exspected it to be easy, But this takes the piss. I love that boy more than he could ever understand, And if he had a single feeling for me......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-05 13:55:23 | Rating:

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Day 1.
So here goes the big walk away. Time to let go... again. This isn't just a break from talking is it? This is the end. The complete and utter end. I can't even look at a picture of your face. Everytime i do i feel another piece of my heart fall to the floor. It's brutal this love......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-06 17:27:59 | Rating:

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Other Side Of The World.
I have no thoughts to type down/write down. I'm like a blank canvas longing for an artist to make me complete. Who am i kidding. I'm nothing like that. I'm far more complexed and far less beautiful. I've spilt coke on my arm. It's sticky. Not the pricy drug coke the coca cola product.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-12 16:01:32 | Rating:

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Mad World
The last few days have been mad. Mad as fuck i tell you. I just want my Alex. JUst to hold him and hug him and kiss him. I need him more than anything or anyone else in the world. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-15 18:35:55 | Rating:

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Police.
Taken home in a police mans car, Who made snide comments and threw witty looks at me throughout the journey. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-16 11:06:59 | Rating:

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I.
I haven't been this happy in quite some time:) It's all thanks to him. That little glimer of hope. I had the most fantastic day with him yesterday. I hope he was happy to. I can never tell if it is real or not. I thought it was though and if it was it was bloody nice. All......Read More