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molly_desire's Blogs in April 2008

On Your Own...
Apparently i have moved out, And in with L. This is all terribly exciting but it still has not quite settled in. I'm living with a boy :O Not a gay one either. I've started to put the Toilet seat up after i'm done. We spend all day in mostly one room. We do not......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-11 13:21:42 | Rating:

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Embrace Every Moment.
I don't want to sit still. I can't sit still. I don't want it all to hit me. I just want to be safe in your arms again. You and me against the whole fucking world. I've never been so scared in my life. I thought you were dying in my arms. I can still......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-15 18:12:51 | Rating:

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Open Your Eyes.
It's never been Kyle. I've never been missing him. Its Alex. Always Alex. I've always been missing alex been wanting alex been holding onto alex. I always thought there wasnt something right. The baby thing. I was happy i was never pregnant. I was happy to never......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-15 18:44:25 | Rating:

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Nowhere To Go.
Have you ever looked at a pretty dress and relised that you have no need or occasion for it? My dress matchs perfectly with my red shoes. I wish i could be important enough to where them to wherever i wanted. I don't want to become one of these ecentric overdressers that looks......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-20 07:18:26 | Rating:

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I am
Angry. Infact i'm quite pissed of and dissapointeed. I knew that this 'i'll try and make an effort' bullshit would not last long. I feel stupid for beliving you... again. I am mad at you. There is no point in me admitting the truth though is there? All your do is......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-20 15:01:36 | Rating:

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Perfection Is A Lie.
He stabbed his sister and his mum when he was 12. I'm not sure if believe it or not, But it all fits in and makes perfect sense. Everything he has ever told me fits in with the little snippets of events he has told me about. The slit in his throat. The Police fear. The......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-25 18:52:31 | Rating:

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This Is Fucking Reality.
'I have blocked you number, Never ever come round to my house, Stay away from me. I Hate You. This isnt a manstrop, this is fucking reality. 30 April 2008 7.23am I love you more than anything or anyone ******, but you put me down and screw me over time and time again. You make everything......Read More