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   moabshmoof's Blogs in July 2008
thoughts
This evening, my very best friend, the girl I love, the girl I go to for support, the most amazing person in my world, said she wasn't able to be my friend, because I was scaring her, ruining her life... it's kind of a long story, but since the beginning of the school year, (last year)  I've......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-20 02:47:51 |  Rating: | Views: 159 | Comments: 7 | Tags: Depressed  love  heartbroken 
Emotionless
I'm posting this because, I want to know if I'm either un-healthy, or having very delayed reactions... because after everything in my last post, I'm unable to cry, unable to feel, I have no emotions... is this bad?  is this normal?  should I be preparing myself for emotional......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-20 18:02:46 |  Rating: | Views: 66 | Comments: 2 | Tags: help 
give it time
Wow, I've gotten way more views than I thought I would...   people have been saying I need to give it time, because it will be better, and that one can't ever know what'll happen next.  yes, this is all very true, and it's probably very good advice, but I can't help but......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-20 19:22:16 |  Rating: | Views: 43 | Comments: 0 | Tags: response  emotional  thank-you 
response and depression.
I didn't expect to be getting as many views as I have, and I appreciate all of your comments, but I'd like to respond to one. a couple people have said that I should wait it out, because life will get better, and others have said that it would be a bad idea to end my life now because noone can......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-20 19:31:44 |  Rating: | Views: 67 | Comments: 3 | Tags: response  thank-you  flawed 
intro
I s'pose this is a bit late, considering I've already started talking about myself, but I thought it might be a good Idea to say a bit about myself. My name is Felix, I'm 14 years old, I'm going into highschool next year...  the only person in the world I've ever truely loved......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-20 22:05:27 |  Rating: | Views: 56 | Comments: 1 | Tags: intro   
looking back
so, fairly recently, I looked back on my first post, and realize how bad I made my friend sound...  (yes, we're friends again) ok, so, a couple of things to adress...   first is the fact that when I wrote that blog, I was very distressed, and it was 1:00 in the morning, and......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-23 00:59:00 |  Rating: | Views: 57 | Comments: 0 | Tags: response  looking  back 
Confined
I'm tired of my father not knowing, not understanding the pain I'm in, I'm tired of him getting pissed because I'm not working at 100%    I can't tell him, because he won't believe me, or he'll tell me that what I'm feeling is wrong, or that I'm not old enought to feel thoes......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-24 22:55:15 |  Rating: | Views: 13 | Comments: 0 | Tags: confined 
death won't come easy
Tonight I had my heart crushed yet again.  I didn't think it was possible, but it is.   I've lost all will to live.  I tried to kill myself tonight.   I had a gun.   I put it to my head.  but I couldn't pull the trigger.  I couldn't seem......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-30 05:58:00 |  Rating: | Views: 74 | Comments: 3 | Tags: suicide 

                 
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