Look it's Jamie, that be my husband!!!
Yeah hi its me again, and yes life does sux doesn't it?! I really am going insane here!! If anyone knows of anyone or yourself that has a cheap car or truck for sale plz contact me. teresamarie_m24@yahoo.com, we are looking for a car that will just get us by until Jamie gets back to work so yeah thx.

     Anywho, I know I am writing again already but, I like to write! Actually that is my hobbie, writing stories you would think one of these days I would try to get a story published but, I am so afriad of what ppl might think of me I chicken out of trying.  That's me the worlds biggest chicken, seriously I am afraid of like everything. You might find this werid but, I am even afraid of ppl, yeah I mean like I am afraid to talk to ppl I don't know right off, I guess that would mean I am shy correct?! Yeah. It took me like forever to start talking to Jamie, that almost broke us up but, he soon found out that as soon as I start talking I don't know how to stop lol.
     I really need to start getting out and doing things so that I might have alife someday, right now I have offically spent 3 weeks *straight weeks* here in this house and my god I am going insane big time.  You know one would think that getting to spend time w/ your husband when he is "off work" might be enjoyable but, uh...you don't know my husband. Three weeks with him is like spending time with satan himself, you see when Jamie gets restless and bored or mad even he is unbearable and I have had the pleasure of that for 3 weeks now, WHEN WILL IT END?! Don't read into my insanity to much, I mean I love the guy, its just that sometimes I need some me time. That is why although I can not stand his father I am so relieved when he goes some where with him! LOL I no I am so mean. For the record I don't get alone with my in-laws, they didn't want Jamie and me to get married, as to why that I don't know, I mean I was always nice to them. I guess it was because I wasn't a coward like a lot of ppl are towards them, I mean I didn't take there crap. I am 24 yrs old for gosh sakes I don't need no one telling me what to do. I learned from my aunt who is now passed away as of July 23 of this year *I will always love and miss her* that you don't take crap from no one.  Let me give you some what of an insight to what Jamies dad and step mom are like, they bought Jamie and his ex wife a double wide and years down the road when I was living with him they took it back and now they live in it. I mean comeon what kind of father does that to a child. Its a long story and some day I might have the nerve enough to explain the whole story.

     I am so lucky that I have such a wonderful family *on my mom's side anyways* I am really close to them. Actually our whole family is kind of close. My cousins I am really close to, the children of my aunt who died, they are like my brother and sisters. Right now my cousin's baby who is only like 6-7 months is in the hospital with cancer, I am praying he is okay. Not to long before we lost our aunt my other cousin which is also her daughter lost her baby due to heart problems, our family has gone through alot of pain and heartache I just hope it ceases soon and things go back to normal *what ever that might be*.

     Well I am going to go and finish installing some things on my pc, I hope to hear from someone soon on here.

ttyl, Teresa Marie Miller