wow, i never thought i would like him. he's the most distant from people i ilke. well, i know him really well, not the cutest guy ever, and he's christian. i'm christian and i dunno i just usually don't like christian guys. not on purpose just because... so tonight i was at a church thing and i texted him all night. we were sitting 4 seats away from each other but we still talked. he was telling me about this girl he likes. i can't stand her though. i asked him for advice about what to do about the guy. then he said to just be myself around him, don't be what he wants. that's the deepest thing i have ever heard. i really like him, and i still gave him advice on how to get the girl he likes. it's not fair. why can't i be the one that he likes? i don't know what to do. along with all that eveything is just really complicated. i wish Zane would like me too. he's so so so awsome! and jake... do't even get me started on him. maybe one day i'll write something on him. it would take u like a day to read it though. that's how much i like him. well, i have no clue what to do but i'm off to practice my oboe, then go to bed. as always check up tomorrow to see if i've written anything, leave me a comment, and feel free to e-mail me!
MUC