Help Me Mama
i hear your loud screams
for my eyes begin filling with tears
as i slide beneath my bed
trying to cover my ears
all i hear is banging on the walls
for his foot steps stop at my door
as a sudden silence appears
followed by the cracking of my door
i shake with terror
as his feet stand by my bed
for he began tearing throughing my matress
dashing my against my head
does mama even care
for shes ashames to open her eyes and see
her little girl slamming into the walls
mama why arent you helping me
i hear the ecos
of my own bones breaking
as i lye there after
for my hands are severely shaking
i can taste the blood in my mouth
as daddy looks with a steady stair
for he sets down his beer
and yanked me by my hair
my legs are twisted
for daddy makes new scars
for my ears are ringing and the pain
in my black and blue arms
i slowly drift away
every thing gets so blury
but daddy doesnt stop
hes releseing his inner furry
i wake up into next week
with the doctor over my face
telling me ill be okay
for my hearts at a steady pace
i lay there completely blank
wondering what to say
for i nod with belife
as the doctor asks if im okay
he turns to leave the room
as i see daddys sitting there
for the pain comes back
as i saw daddy in the hopitial chair
the doctor walks away
as i regret what i said
for daddy began to smile
and patted me on my head
i tryed to say ''dont leave me with him''
but my lips were to sore to speak
for i tryed to lift my hand
but my arms remained to weak
i have no choice but to go with daddy
for he leads me away
knowing ill be admitted again
another hospital another day
i turned back
for no one will ever know
what the truth behold
for back with daddy i go
___ xoxo unwanted by birth xoxo ___
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