As these tears roll down my face           

My heart begins to race, thinking

about the smiles&the laughter

,of all the times we spent  together                                           

I'm overwhelmed with feelings of hurt and sadness                    
Thinking i've taken this great
thing and turned it into a mess                                                                                    

As close to perfect as i'll meet, slipping through my                   
fingers like blood dripping off meat                                                      

A sense of darkness and black, taking something I don't           
don't want to give back                                                                    

Knowing that normalcy is for the faint of heart, just                  
thinking what would it be like if i it never had a start      
 

Feeling that i was as happy as i'll ever be, but knowing  

that it will come to an end because of me

Also knowing that I could not live without you

And that all my feelings for you are true

You are the glimmer in my eye

You are that beautiful sunrise

But Being regretful for feeling distressed

Not knowing what to do in the state of being depressed

Feeling like life has no meaning

And that I’ll I’ve been doing is day-dreaming