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So I'm having an affair... with a married man. Which I suppose that would make me his mistress.
The thing I found most interesting about this is when it first started, I felt more guilty about not telling my lover that I was married. However, after I told him I was married... and he then told me that he's married too, I no longer feel guilty about it at all.
The only reason I'm still with my husband is because we have two children. And I can't bring myself to leave them. Otherwise, I would have been gone a long time ago.
Don't get me wrong, I don't expect my lover to leave his wife. She's pregnant and apparently they have a good relationship. Why he's cheating on her, I don't really understand, but I'm not in a position to judge.
It started out as just friends having sex... but I think I'm in love with him. I don't know if he feels the same... probably not, which is why I haven't told him I love him.
Mostly, I'm putting this in a blog because I needed to talk about it, but I can't tell anyone I know, since having an affair could be enough for me to lose my kids in a custody battle. I don't know if I will leave my husband or not. I guess it depends on if things get a lot better in the next few months.
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Posted by mistress on 2007-11-17 19:16:44 | Rating: | Views: 228
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be careful
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Posted by roe
on 2007-11-17 19:46:16
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WHAT IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR HUSBAND IS SO BAD WANNA TALK ABOUT IT TELL ME ON MY PAGE SEX TALK
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Posted by SEXTALK
on 2007-11-21 17:11:53
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Stop now before you get to deep.. find out why you need this other perosn and seek help. We will be praying for you
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Posted by runnergarland
on 2007-11-22 20:16:22
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Do you think your husband would forgive you?Be sure this is what you want.
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Posted by ash80
on 2007-11-26 10:48:44
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I think your kinding yourself if you think things are going to get better in the future, it seems to me that you have already resigned yourself to the fact that your marriage is over, which unfortunately is the easy part. The hard part is leaving, especially as you have childen which I pressume you want to keep custordy of, but eventually you will have too and it's going to be shit, even if it goes smoothly its going to be shit, and it's the knowing that it's going to be shit that stops you from doing it, all the problems that come with starting again. The best advice I can give is to look past all the shitness and see the end result of what you want, it will be a struggle but when you get there hopefully it would have been worth it and you will be happy.
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Posted by Huj_d
on 2007-11-26 17:24:12
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oh and by the way, if you manage to succesfully split from your husband you need to take a look at your relationship with this other guy, you already know he isn't going to leave his wife so unless you're going to be happy being the other woman your going to have another problem. Don't forget that as guys we have an inbuilt feature that means we can quite easierly have sex with someone and have absolutely know feelings for them, even if we say we do!
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Posted by Huj_d
on 2007-11-26 17:29:56
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