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Reading Difficultsouls recent entry on love, and not hiding it away, got me thinking about the loves that i have found here on this wonderful site.
I came here and met some truely amazing and beautiful people, and i fell head over heals in love with them, with thier words, and its not a lustful or wrong love, it is the first time in my whole life that i havent felt ashamed to tell my friends that i love them, and i have been spreading it to the real world, i was talking to an old schoolfriend on messenger a few weeks ago, and as we were saying goodby for the evening i said 'i love you' and she paused, obviously thinking, and said ' i love you too' it wasnt weird, but i think we are all grown up enough to know the important things that we should be saying, so that one day we don't just wish that we had said them!
i wont deny that when i first started to feel this way about femail friends on here, it made me stop and think, because i have never felt so overwhealmed with feelings before for a friend, but then i realised that, there have been many people in my life who i have felt this way about, but i never said a word about it, thinking i was questioning myself, maybe that is why i have had a couple of female partners in the past, i just didn't understand my feelings.
i know now that i have never felt so loved and valued since i joined thoughts and finding these soul mates and friends has explained one of my many confusing feelings that has gone on in my life.
It does also lead me to question some of my past relationships with men too, you know when you meet someone (male or female), and you have this amazing conversation that goes on for hours and hours, and you click straight away, and suddenly you find yourself thinking about that person all the time, you talk on the phone for hours, mail each other, text, go out for some fun....now i know i have experienced these things with friends and those who have gone on to be lovers, and until the point comes where a desicion is made ie friend or lover..the feelings involved are the same.....leading me to my next theory about the whole world being bisexual, but i wont start about that as i am not entirely sure how that would lay with some of you. (but my point would have been that you can fall in love with anyone,and when you fall in love the attraction to that person comes naturally, which scares so many people, you can't control who you fall for,and one of the points of life is that we should all love each other, we are all human, it is just down to how we chose to follow our feelings)

anyway, to the few people who i have come to feel so very close to, I love you, even those of you who still say 'I love YA' you will learn to say 'you' one day hehe

(and to my little gossipy buds (you know who you are) this post isn't aimed at a certain specific person! haha)

A NEW YEARS TOAST TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH, HERE'S TO FRIENDSHIP!!

thankyou Diffucult soul for inspiring me, and for making me feel so very loved xx

HAPPY NEW YEAR!